Wednesday, February 17, 2010

It's been a while

Manado- Indonesia. A must visit for nature lover.


The past few months of my life have been very hectic. Of course there are many changes took place, some are yet and some will soon I believe. The primary focus in my life during these period of time has shifted solely to my career. There were many minor setbacks in my career which require extreme "ironing out". I was, and still working on it. It won't be done overnight, but I believe it'll all get better with time.

Looking back at my life for the past few months, it wasn't smooth sailing all the way, but with every failure I encountered, I grow wiser and learn new things. The greatest and most "heartening" achievement throughout these months is the success of overcoming the temptation of "giving up". I was so heavily overwhelmed by such negativity, but thank God I found the weapon to fight this battle. All that is required is just a little bit more fighting spirit from your side and keep going, full stop.

Spiritual downfall is inevitable, considering my working life. I haven't attended any church service for nearly two months. But recently I came back to church, it's good, I mean the feeling was really good, it hasn't changed a bit, still the same old people and environment, but it just feel good, the peace of Lord was upon me. Church has always been a refuge and spiritual clinic for me, when life's afflictions hit me, I go to church and I get healed. I know it's kinda weird, but I was having this thought since young. I always believe that you will get something in church, even if it's just a plain, boring and monotonous service.

Health has been a major issue for the past few months. I was battling with sickness, initially sinus, then it got worse and I had severe flu, then high fever, then cough, then sore throat. It did not come in one time, but it came one symptom at a time, meaning to say "one by one" they visit me. I went to see doctor three times in two months. I felt as if I was dealing with "chemo". The flu was so bad that it almost took my life, the running nose was like "open tap" in the washroom.

Basically the above mentioned points summed up what I've been going thru all these months. And oh, I won't be blogging as often as I did in the past, nowadays are damn busy. But once in a while, I will put my feeling into words just for your reading pleasure. Good-bye until then. Ladies and gentlemen, thank you for your attention!